23/08

HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY to sis AZALINAH

wish you all the best in your life
semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki *dapat blanja~* and berjaya dunia akhirat
you are the best sis among the best head department :p
P/S : ka, aku rindu to be your PA..packing barang, buat PO, enter data and susun file kita..now, there's someone replace me :) hope she will do the best than me

ends..20/8

to whom it may concern
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to you
no messages inda semestinya lupa birthday.and maybe inda jua berapa penting lah mun ku msg atu so, just greet here..hope ya ada baca lah..
Happy 21st bornday.May ALLAH bless you and wish you all the best dlm apa jua yg kau buat
hey dude!even u said that u made me hate u, yeah!for sure, im not in ur list again to be ur fren, neva mind lah ah :) our frenship not lasting ever.its your choice not me so wat to do?ive no rights.na urg sudi bekawan bah.
na payah tah panjang2 kali mun udah rasa mu aku ani menyakitkan kau.thanks for being my frens for 10months 17days.Thanks a lot.terima kasih bnyk2 pasal selalu menyokong aku dri belakang ketika aku di dalam kesusahan. :'(

too complicated

What i am thinking ryte now?hmm..pasal sii kawan..i know he hates me much than he loved me before.entah.smua ani pasal apa?aku pn not sure.aku buat ya hurt.salah kah mun aku suruh ya update blog?as a fren kn why not always update story..kan kan?hm..aku inda mau membenci ya apa tah lagi memutuskan hubungan kami sebagai kawan.inda bedusakan tu memutuskan silatur rahmi?
wer is me when he need a fren bside?dmna aku tyme2 nya minta ksian smpy msg2?aku dmana????im not a good fren for him and not a real besties.hmm...ani kah namanya aku mementingkan kawan?aku kh ni cemani ani?hmm..its so complicated!brabisly lah~
now, he wants me to hate him..astagah~sedangkan Nabi lagi memaafkan umatnya, ani apa tah lagi aku yg sekadar manusia biasa yg hidup pun hanyalah sementara dimuka bumi ani..huhu :'(
know what?aku terpaksa and memaksa diriku untuk mengatakan "anggap saja aku inda pernah kenal kau mcm sblm aku rapat sama kau".. den ya cakap apa nah? "aku andang inda kenal ko lg lyk aku knal ko b4.."
and no, where is my eternity love when my besties make me hurt lyk this?hmm..sudah lah!if this what he wants.i never had FRIEND like him anymore..
to whom may it concern : sorry for everything what i had done for you..sorry for being annoying in your life..sorryy :"(

inda ku paham..and inda memahami..

Assalamualaikum
to the point saja..aku terhimpit dalam entah apa namanya.today (17/8/2010) aku ada kelas pagi ani kul 7am-8am..ani gara2 pensyarah inda masuk yta kana suruh ganti pagi ani.yta inda ku betido bah dr subuh,eh salah.dr sahur lah yg pentingnya.
kuliah pagi ani di MT (Mini Theater) gabungan dr USULUDDIN and SYARIAH tahun 1.. Hope subject nya ani ( Penghantar dan pendidikan Islam) inda boring.HAHA :))
aku ada kemusykilan bah.pasal TASAWWUR ISLAM.aku macam inda paham.mcm mana kan memahami ah?hmm..susah susah~mybe pasal aku duduk luan2 pt cople seat blkng atu kali.udah atu mcm mengantuks banar bah.huhu inda ku tau ehmengapa buleh aku mengantuk ketika pembelajaran di jalan kan.ish ish!
actually ada majaz bah dsebalik apa yg kn ku ceta ani..hmm..now 06:35 udh, i think nanti ku ceta.susah bah mun aher dtg kuliah pagi ani yta paksa inda duha ari ani and esuk..
okeh then, ada masa ada lah ku menyambung neh..

outing 14/8 :))

kemarin 14/8/2010..me and him sungkai luar..he treats me makan macam2 lah.hehe having sungkai di mall pt foodcourt.kami makan buttermilk chicken.nyummy~nyummy~
na banyak kn ku post neh.. kami ada begambar2 bah.na byk mostlynya yg sama2 pasal tpun saya lowbet bah.hhu
while waiting sungkai and waiting the food come:

--reminder--

ENGLISH LANGUAGE 1 : INTERVIEW YOUR FRIEND
ANY RELIGIOUS ISLAM TOPIC - WRITE ABOUT ISLAM
Due: 09th September 2010 / After Raya
ILMU TAUHID : GROUPING : JEMA'AH YANG MENENTANG MAZHAB SALAF PADA BAB ASMA ALLAH & SIFAT2NYA PADA PENDAPAT MU'TAZILAH
INDIVIDU : TANGGUNGJAWAB SEORANG ISLAM
Due: 14th November 2010
SIRAH NABAWI : PEPERANGAN KHANDAQ & PERJANJIAN HUDAIBIYAH
Due: 17th August 2010

bermulanya terawih di masjid masjid :)

Assalamualaikunna Jami'an
Today aku bleh muleh umah pasal esuk stat tah udh puasa..hehe RAMADHAN KAREEM to you all semua.. and hari ani lah bermulanya solat terawih serta witir di seiap masjid dan juga tidak lupa pula bertedarus.hehe hajat tdi kn iut tedarus bah after solat witir ah..ramai plg tpnya ka dayat inda mau pasal ya sakit parut.HAHA! :)) aku ne mun inda bedangan inda tia.haha ri sabtu dapan on 21st August aku kana invite betedarus di masjid Al 'Ameerah Al Hajjah Mariyam, Jerudong from Pusat Belia..insya ALLAH aku dapat plg ku gtau aku dapat membaca.hehe
aku menunaikan solat2 atu d masjid yg berdekatan (masjid Sultan Sharif Ali Sengkurong) ramai jua lah yg datang sembahyang atu..luan2 ramai.and im happy mama pun turut bah.hehe besa kami2 saja with babah.hehe :)
by the way, today kan aku muleh bah.babah aga aku tdi kul 12.30pm, awal bah.atu kan aku cakap kul1pm but okeh lah jua.hehe syukur th kana aga.hehe sekalinya aku atu kan ke libry bah kali inda jadi pasal aher udah aa..sii kayum yg fetched me di rumah..inda jadi libry but kami going to mall cari barang nya..ada expo sana yta kami tarus meliat2 buku for bahan rujukan p inda kami membali eh.HAHA! :)) *spoil bah.hehe* at 1st ya kn bawa liat wayang kali aku cakap jangan tah takut aher abis bah.sekali nya kami round lah pt mini arcade ah den ada terjumpa sii farhana sama sii dato nya.hehe
apa lagi ah??hmm..ani saja kali eh.noe wat?macam bureng tah ku jua deactivate FB ah.adodoy~aku nunggu sii kayum suh ku on..p nyuh ya kn tu?hehe bah ah, im OFF!

at last...

hye bloggers.. Assalamualaikum
here, i want to inform you all about my FACEBOOK account "FIZAH RAHMAN", ive deactivate it by today (10/8/2010) mybe its only for a while or forever.i feel that my heart is hurt..entah mengapa kah a.bukan boring but kepala utak ku ani kusut bah.huhu na tau cemana kan explain..
ive received a msg from sii kawan tadi.he texted me:
" Nice DP! Sory ku msg g even ku tau kau na eply anymore, dis the real last msg from me.stat esuk n stat posa na g ku msg2 k u can count on my words do tc n slamat pulang kumah ;) assalam "
after read msg atu, hati ku cm sad.entah mengapa..aku sad banar, even my love inda tau apa ku rasa but aku tahan saja.aku pun inda tau apa yg ku rasa bah.i do love my 14's but entah lah.noe what?aku tarus remember yg aku ada promised sii kawan yg aku kn msg ya wen ku d hostel and ku kn always contact ya but now what happen?aku langsung inda msg ya :'( huh! so hard lah..mybe pasal ani lah ku deactivate FB ah..sii 14's ku ani g mcm entah lah.both of them made me lose mood.banar tah..okeh then, i want to go sleep besides aku luan2 nada mood..banar eh.
p/s: Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan~ Ramadhan Kareem to all my friends, family and to all yg mengenali diri ani..aku mengharapkan doa dan sokongan dari semua agar aku bisa menahan segala kedukaan yg aku alami..semoga Ramadhan ku memberikan kebahagiaan dan keceriaan dalam hidup ku..Amin

Updated!

Assalamualaikunna jami'aan wa sobahul khair Ya Sohabati wa Ya Habibi~ :)
sorry for the late update, today nearly 2 weeks i sleep in the hostel. there's alot of things la yg happen.mcm2~hehe ada yg menyeramkan, menyedihkan and menggembirakan.
after i finished the orientation last 2 weeks, on 31st July 2010, Ra'es had closed the 'Minggu Ta'aruf' that held at Dewan Utama KUPU SB.We're having alot of memories on the orientation day.Luckily, aku inda menangis bah sepanjang Minggu Ta'aruf di jalankan.Maklumlah, macam first time bah tinggal di hostel. :) rindu rindu pat family atu adalah~hehe den2 babah fetched me after working hour, den sent me to CCS pasal mengambil gaji. Sekajap saja sana pasal gagas kan mengaga akmal kulah. So, inda sampat borak borak wit sii dang AZYRATUL ah lagipun wont disturb her with customer
On 1st August, before 5.30pm, we're asked by BABU untuk muleh hostel.Mama, babah, Ka Dayat, Ka Dayah and baby sent me. Then, they told me that KARAN TUTUP~adoh~atoya~dugaan~huhu gelaps and panas hantaps lah..banar tah.HAHA :)) tapinya baik jua sekajaps eh.hehe
2nd August, bermulanya pengajianku di KUPU SB.Kami kana kumpulkan di DEWAN UTAMA pasal di sana ada kana tampalkan jadual waktu kuliah.Banar eh berbeza dengan sekulah mun sudah di UNIVERSITI ani..Kalau dulu, guru mengaga kami di kelas, NOW kami yang cari pensyarah and kelas serta waktu belajar.Yatah membagi panings tuh.Sudah atu ah, problems timbul.Adakah patut my name nada bah dalam sistem besia di sini, sedangkan my name ada jua bah pt web yg menandakan i was chosen to continue my study here.kan kan?yta baru tah kan sibuk2 durg membuat nama ku and ada jua fren of mine ani..yatah kami sama2 mental.ahaa
Di sana lah bermulanya perkuliahan ku bersama rakan rakan seperjuangan yang lain.And 1 more thing, banar eh aku payah kan jumpa sii AQHM ah.He is in syu'bah SYARIAH and im in syu'bah USULUDDIN.Ada some class saja kami betamu.Inda banyak lah but yatah ganya tu tiap balik, ada kami bejalans jalans.Di Kolej na dapat, so di luar lah ganya jalans jalans hehe :)
eh!Talk about 31st July ah, im forgot bah to story2 with you all..on that day, aku outing with my frens CCS CREW.Thanks for coming frens.Ive invited them ke JAYPEE..Sana makan and play play.kami bought $10 ticket.Paksa bepartner lah yata $60 lah kirakan kami share ticket atu ja.There's alot of fun and enjoy brabis.Aku inda take pictures sana ah.ada plg just view on my FB lah a.Qeelah ada tagged the pictures sana.Thanks again to those yg datang (Qeelah, Mawi, Bober, Ang Kok Ho, Feerah, Muiz and fiance, Ling2, Mirul, Zemah, Ardee, Jimmy,Rashid) ada yg left kh?Na ku ingt bah.sorry if ada yg inda ku nyabuts.hehe
Apa lagi ah?Hey, there's something stucked on my mind.Last night, HE had told me time ya single bah.4 persons.Hmm..entah lah,kan cerita detail inda ku tau.yg penting hurt jua ku lapas ku tau.A girl that i called FREN and BABY 'F' had fallen to HIM and mereka each other lah fallin.Eh banar tah.nda ku tau lah.Mula2 sii F, then sii S then sii I but now sii baby F.Why a guy if kesunyian mudah kan falling ah?I know it was my bad but aku ust curios bah.hmm.Entah lah.Whatever happen, i will with my decision..apa eh?entah~HAHA! :)) i trust him.Thats all :)
i missed him.Alots and more more.Sure!i miss much much :$
by the way, to whom it may concern, i am so sorry for my mistakes.i know its so hard for you to forget me but we should end this.I dont want you tarus2an hoping and hoping with no happy ends. I chosed him and not you.Sorry~ :'( i wish that you can find a girl that can cheer up your life and can make you happy all the time.I will miss every moment that we spent togeter. Thanks for all support and everything what you had done to me. I really appreciate it. Thanks alots :') and sorry very much much because im hurting you. I know its hurt and hard for you.But we've to do.Sorry :'(