four-teens story

20th March 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SIFU AK MOHD SHAHRIN

You're older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Bday!have a wonderful day and fabulous year, May your birthday be filled with excitement, joy and laughter dear sifu =)

" i havo no power to control you "..he said so after i told him dat i missed someone..he's not lyke a KING control..he was chosen by ME and and i dun noe la..he's not lyke others..hmm..*no comment*

apa kn ku ceta nyeh banar nya?nth la..aku ada TERbaca and TERbuka facebook and inbox 'lama' sekalinya ive read..between HIM and UKHTI nya..aku copy sikit ja..this is wat he had explained to others about ME & HIM.." Aits? Majal juga adk ku ani.hehe.bh3.ceta nya cmani..cewah! Haha.nada deh.kmi nda g sfhman.ea brubh ati psal ada urg ketiga msuk cmpur.gpun ya ada gto ya nda tahan wt aku, nada feeling pat ku lgi, nda dpt sma aku lgi.bf nya yg msani ukan intake kmi.i mean ukan dri skulah arab la yg pnting nya.bf nya tu dgn nya kraja.hbungan kmi smpy 2taun ja.mula2 ea yg putuskn.alasan nya bukn psal ya kn cple wt llaki atu(tpi msani ya cple wt llaki atu) awal2 ku nda mau.trgntung hbungan kmi until 14.2, bru th aku redha.so msani sbulan dh kmi pu2s.she's with her bf.and me? Single2 aja.hehe.ani ja yg saya mmpu.f ada apa2 soalan, tnya sja k =) " *sorry, aku on facebook atu and edit sikit2 information dlm atu..sorry then*

*speechless!* they didnt know the problem and and they didnt know wat im felt and and everything..aku cople or not is not the issue..aku single or watever pun bukan jua issue..tpi apa issue nya a?dun be sad *p sapa jua kn sad kn kan???* bukan urg sad tpinya urg marah saja kn?HAHA!!ive no power kn suh durg marah kah nda kh..hmmphhh!!!

biar lah semua ini menjadi kenangan dan biar lah semua ini berlalu begitu saja..i dun want to think but sometimes aku TERfikir pasal ani and TERingatkan sii dia..but but..nth la..even tah mawi cakap ya nda marah and and i know he sad la..now i know apa meaning nya f urg cakap " ur feeling is the most important..important than mine " means: ya nda mikir perasaan nya..he know wat to do..emm..he gave me advises and gave me strength everytime i need him.he owes beside me

wat love means to me?HUHU!Hmmmppphhh!one thing, ya nda penah bekira with me..even tah aku ne pengusut pisin nya *tpi andg pengusut lah aa..HAHA!!* errr..ntah la..nanti2 lagi ceta.cam ani TERLEBIH puji and TERlebih la pulak~!!!

i do loves semua yg ada disekeliling ku..i loves my frens, family and my lope..thats all lah aa..okeh then, i'll be write again in the next post..

missing my man 2081410♥

hye blogger..how r u?apa kn ku share sni a???hehe nth la, aku just miss my man..miss damn much..much much la..huhu :( btw2 ecuk cuti la..hehe p my sis bwa uang kawin d rizqun..tcher nya kawin..nth ku ikut kh jua nyeh..

kemarin bahh, after kaja aku chill jap dpn opis..sampat g ku begambar2 and menggambar2..hehehe :)

smile owes dear

karas jua eyh :/

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chupp baaa~~

moon?

chocolatos!!!

bored eyh!apa kn ku buat g nyeh aa??abis dh kaja ku buat aa..*ketara tia tyme2 kaja..HAHA!!* yg penting is aku miss my man :'[

okeh then, later g ku smbung la f ada ceta..im tired and sangal sangal nyeh..huhu..lope my 208

my lope! ♥2081410 ♥

NAME: ASMAWI ABU KHALID
OTHER: MAWI
BIRTH: 20/08/1989
BEING CLOSE: 09/01/2010
IMPORTANT DATE: 01/02/2010

28th February, 2010

hye blogger..Assalamualaikum..
to the point saja la aa..saya sungguh and teramat keburingan..saya feel lonely nada my lope..aku rindu and miz ya dip2..aku syg ia tpinya nth la..and i noe ya syg aku..my frens mrh pt ku psl mslh ku..aku nda plg tau aku ne buat perkara yg lurus atau nda..love my life and simple is my life *apaan~awwuuuttt!* to be honest with you'll im not with my bebeh shepet g..i dun noe napa but aku yg buat cemani..i do this bukan pasal sii lope atu..its all about entahhhh..no one know apa yg ku rasa and no one noe apa yg dbuatnya..aku nda nyasal with ya..dats my opinion jua dulu atu..why they tarus2 marah pt ku?my besties, my close fren..smua not my side..smua nda supporting me..yeah, i noe its because bebeh atu their fren..who am i jua kn :'/

now, aku trasa mcm kehilangan kawan2 ku yg dulu kala nya aku close mcm sii abg a.k.a muhammad amiruddin and besties nur hafizah hj ismadi..sapa g?my burtuqalians family..now aku nda g cm sefamily wt them..pipo and finah..mereka begitu marah marah kepada saya..how i noe this?bebeh yg gtau..tidak apa la..ku awu awu kn saja tia yg aku nyeh berubah..masalah ani biar la aku saja yg tanggung..apa2 ani sendiri kan kan??biar aku dbenci and biar aku keseorangan..hidup adalah anugerah..HAHA!apakan~ani awwuuuttt banar banar. how yg abyadh-ians?tadi kami reunion, kn smua la mncari sii dia..apa jua g yg kn ku cakap?aku rasa cm len la..p tdi atu mun ku nda dtg pn nda jua apa2 kali eyh..aku bukan siapa2 pn pt durg..

atu masalah kawan kawanan..how masalah family nya? ya gtau aku yg mother nya tepakai kn aku udah..ku speechless..nda ku tau napa..wlupn cm aku trasa kesian pt mothernya tpinya kn buat cana g?aku nda g noleh ke blakang..now is now and past is past..my life is cemani..jodoh maut di tangan TUHAN YG MAHA ESA..i can do nothing..apa jua lgi yg kn ku buat..to amal, hadi, bang sahman, abang and family2 nya yg len..sory to say and sory juga sl aku buat cani..aku pn nda jua dapat buat apa2 f kamu kn membenci aku..aku hanya lah manusia biasa..siapa lah aku mun ku kn membrantikan kamu daripada tarus2an membanci aku ani..na apa la..aku rela juga..

aku yg berubah?aku yg melupakan janji2 lama..?f aku meneruskan..wat will happen?hmm.. ive remembered this lyric, "jgn bercinta jika takut sengsara" lupa ku sapa kh yg nyanyi..hmm..nth la..na ku tau apa g..

wow!cm luan2 brani aa aku nyeh ceta mslh ani di sini..nda kh??aku merelakan mun smua kwn2 ku nda lgi mau bekawan sma aku..siapa lah aku~ :'(

p/s: to all my frens, aku minta maaf saja and halal kan segala apa yg ku lakukan.. and me nda lagi makai fb 'noyyumz shepet' atu..okeh then, till meet u g dlm ceta yg lain

sister's engagement

NUR HIDAYATULLAH RAWAIDA, she is my eldest sister..26th February, selamat tah udah ya betunang with urang tesayang nya KAMARUL ARIFFIN ;)..batah jua udh tu aa 26th bah baru tah ku bceta sini.HAHA!baru ku ada msa jua bah..

ramai jua la yg dtg.hehe :) p kn after function aku begitu lalah!adoh!aku disuruh membuat segala kerja2 bahhhh..macammm?mendangani anti2 membasuh, manyap2 meja, kusi and mutik2 sampah..atu kn aku nda lunch apa..dinner pn nada bahh.HUHU!

on that day, aku take on leave..sehari atu plg sja..esuk nya kaja sakit2 badan bahh.HAHA!

i show you all picture yg sampat ku ambil2 aa